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Jan 25, 2006 20:25


Your Birthdate: February 7
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You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.
And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.
Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.
You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July
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AHahaha. That's a good one. :D

Crusty Crudmuffins Batman! Thinking is for losers! Why must you do it!? It only makes you unhappy.

How much do you value the people around you? It's a hard lesson that I have learnt lately. A series of events has led me to the conclusion that either:

1) I am a nostalgic/romantic/naive fool
2) I care about people too much
3) I am too loyal (Is there such thing?)
4) That I obviously care more about people then they do for me
5) That maybe I'm a sap

What's with all these revelations? I'm not better for them. I'd rather care for people then not, and caring for people but asserting yourself when it is needed doesn't give people a lot of room to step on you....does it? Because it seems that I get hurt more then anyone else in these relationships do. I am I just too honest about how I feel? Maybe I should keep my mouth shut? This abandoned feeling is awful....I relate it to a puppy who's been left at the shelter by their owner because your helpless unless that person does anything about it. You can care and whatever else, but if that person never returns it, you're stuck with these feelings that have no where to go. Your only solution is to mose on and take a chance on someone else. But sometimes 50-50 is not always a smart bet.

~~~~~~~

"Hey?" She asked timidly.

"I don’t want to talk about it." He answered briefly.

"But how can anyone help you then?" She asked.

He saw a bench and sat down. She followed suit. Helooked at the ground and then at her face, which was full of concern.

"It hurts?" She asked gently.

"More then anything." He answered quietly.

~~~~~~

"He’s paying more attention to her!" The mean girl thought venomly. She looked at the other girl. The other girl was slowly looking from the mean girl's boyfriend to the guy she liked, but he wouldn’t look at anyone. The mean girl smiled, she hated to do this to her friend, the other guy, but this new girl had to be put into her place. She slowly turned her boyfriend's face towards her, caressed it gently then drew him in close for a kiss. The other girl took a deep breath, then bravely and coldly watched them. The other guy stared through them, and grabbed the other girl's hand fiercely. She looked at him in surprise and happiness, but then she realized he needed comfort. She squeezed his hand to show she was there for him. The mean girl and her boyfriend separated, and rose.

"Sorry, but we should go." The mean girl said smiling genuinely at the other guy, and giving the other girl a taunting smile. "We still got tons of shopping to do. See ya!" The mean girl grabbed her boyfriend's hand, pushed it around her waist and they walked away.

The other guy's expression was unreadable and the other girl finally knew it was because of the mean girl. The girl's brows furrowed. "Did all of that happen because of me?!" She asked herself, looking at the crestfallen guy. She still had her hand in his. She raised it onto the table and grabbed it with her other hand. "Hun, I’m so sorry. It’s my fault."

Hesmiled at her ruefully. "No it’s not." He said hoarsely. "You couldn’t do anything. They have been going out for a while now." He looked so hurt she had to bite her lip not to cry.

"Oh…" She said quietly, finally understanding why he hurt so much.

"Now you understand." He said quietly smiling.

"Yeah." She replied her lip quivering. "I understand perfectly."

~~~~~

I wrote that based on my previous comments up there ^ Based on the idea of unreturned feelings. However, this is a romantic situation and it took a different spin then I thought it would. I wanted to write a stoy about friendship, but couldn't think of anything to say. So yeah. Random thoughts.

-SoccerChicka, the Thinky, Wondering Girl Wonder

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